Missing You So Much

I miss you when something really good happens, because you are the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you are the one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry because I know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you most when i lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other;for those were some of the best times of my life.

A Dream of A Lifetime

I wish that I could hold you now, I wish that I could touch you now, I wish that I could talk to you, be with you somehow. But then again distance between two hearts is not an obstacle rather a beautiful reminder of just how strong true love can be.

Life without you and with someone else is unimaginable.

You are my dream of a lifetime.

You Are My You

I can never find anyone else that could ever replace my lovey and even if I can, I still won't!

A New Stage

This has been the happiest moment in my life to date.

Even when I was young, I never wished hard for fame, money and success that much than I wished for a complete and a happy home, a family that I will call my own. One that is full of love.

Now that Jog2 and I are going to have our first child, I can truly say that this is what I have been dreaming of. The feeling of an expectant mother is amazing and fulfilling. I'm excited entering parenthood, especially that we are together (Jog2 and I) on it. It's a very nice experience. It's revolutionizing my whole being.

I'm happy. That's it!

I thank everyone who understood and who didn't despise me despite of my mistakes. It was a mistake for some, yes I may agree, but it was a sweet mistake. I also thank Jog2 for taking the responsibility and being a father to our child even beforehand, my mom and dad and siblings never abandoned me instead they made me feel loved. With them, I can be vulnerable.

I'm happy for this new stage in our lives.

I promise to love my baby and my lovey unconditionally.

To Marry or Not To Marry

Dad is being so vigilante about Jog2 and I getting married but let me tell you this.

Off course I want to marry the only man, except my dad, that I loved this much but still I don't want to force him to marry me just because we are going to have a baby. I still want to be asked, "Will you marry me?" like those in the movies. I don't care what kind of wedding it would be, all I want is him to be my groom and no one else.

I love Jog2 so much and our baby!

A Blessing

Guess what? Jog2 and I will be having a baby soon!

That's it...

World of Our Own

I never really imagined that I could ever love somebody like this but I'm afraid that this love might be the reason for my pain and sufferings. Well according to the Law of Interaction, there will always be an equal and corresponding force to everything. That's why I'm afraid now that this happiness might be the beginning of a miserable life.

I love my life so much. I love the people around me. I love the 'us'... but I'm afraid!