I have read a book title 'Confessions of Shoppoholic' and I was so like the character Rebecca Bloomwood. I just can'tm get rid of my impulses to buy things that are unnecessary and are actually rubbish.
I've come to realize how much time I spent pretending that I know.
I know NOTHING.
When I lookback, I was not the same me anymore. Where have the achievements gone, what happened to the confidence?
Is it suppose to happen? Was I too arrogant and self-centered?
I'm in a downfall even before getting to the top.
It's killing me...
