Monday, September 21, 2009

For Keeps

I could not have known life better if not because of the man that I have long been wanting to give my appreciation. He's the exact man that can apprehend my lunacy even if sometimes he can either be more lunatic or rational. I so appreciate the fact that somebody's there for me whenever I need someone to talk to, someone who's gonna tell you the words you need to hear. I really appreciate it.

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Missing You!

Thank you so much for making me happy. I have never met someone like you before. You care for me so much, you sometimes make me smile and oftentimes laugh. I admit, you make me want you. I need you in my life. You are the spice that adds flavor on it.

Thank you for taking care of my health, you're like my personal doctor, my nutritionist, my cook, my adviser, my trusted friend, my all.

Whenever I'm with you, I always act so natural. I don't have to pretend 'cuz I'm just comfortable of being me. I like it when you tell me not to drink this and that, when you text me to not forget to eat, when you tell me that meal is ready, when you forget to say please if you have to, when you fix my shirt 'cuz my undershirt is showing up, when you pinch my cheeks, when you put your hands on my shoulder and the way I respond by putting my hands over you waist, when you attempt to kiss but you're shy so I have to hover my lips towards yours so that we can kiss, hahaha, and simply when I'm with you.

I hope, we will always be like this 'cuz I'm loving it and I'm loving you.

A Million Thanks

I just would like to extend my heartfelt gratitude to my baby which served as my spiritual arm when I feel like giving my faith up!

I can never regain my faith h if not for him!

KUDOS Baby Jog!

Saturday, September 19, 2009

Cheesy Yet True

This might a sound irritably funny yet it's true, I've been daydreaming about my baby. Not the horny and naughty thought of it, just the thought of him being with me makes my whole body act differently.

It might be that I just miss him. Maybe what we really need is a time for two, a time for us.

Yesterday, he sent me a text message. It says 'B, I saw my ex-' It was so annoying and silly of him to be telling me that. I hope he's is aware that I'm jealous of almost everyone, really, everyone. He might still be feeling something for his ex, and I can't hold it. He seemed to be SOOOOO proud of of her. I wonder what he tell his friends about me. I so care about it.

What's cheesy is, I like it when he teases me, I like it when he's making me dead jealous and I like the weird feeling.

I remembered telling him once that I fell in love twice. Now let me correct it, I fell in love twice but with the same person. He is that same person that I will continually love. Now, that's cheesy!

Friday, September 18, 2009

You Are My Somebody!

Somebody
By Depeche Mode

I want somebody to share
Share the rest of my life
Share my innermost thoughts
Know my intimate details
Someone wholl stand by my side
And give me support
And in return
Shell get my support
She will listen to me
When I want to speak
About the world we live in
And life in general
Though my views may be wrong
They may even be perverted
Shell hear me out
And wont easily be converted
To my way of thinking
In fact shell often disagree
But at the end of it all
She will understand me
Aaaahhhhh....

I want somebody who cares
For me passionately
With every thought and
With every breath
Someone wholl help me see things
In a different light
All the things I detest
I will almost like
I dont want to be tied
To anyones strings
Im carefully trying to steer clear of
Those things
But when Im asleep
I want somebody
Who will put their arms around me
And kiss me tenderly
Though things like this
Make me sick
In a case like this
Ill get away with it
Aaaahhhhh....

Where It Started

Have you ever heard of the song by Taylor Swift? "We were young when I first saw you..." We were still so young then when I first thought of you to be somebody in my life. It was weird because we hated each other at first and were physically hurting each other with our fists and all but our love story started there.

He was the last person that I would imagine myself growing up with but mind you that he was also the only person I could imagine waiting for me as I walk down the aisle. He was not the ideal man that I was wishing for but I could not compare him to anyone else because he is incomparable. He is great and no one can ever replace him in my life. He's got this unique personality that made me head over hills in love with him. He is not the ideal man because he is more than what is ideal.

Let's give that wonderful person a name, he is Warlito E. Nautan, Jr. My baby, my hero, my bestfriend, inspiration, father, lawyer, brother and the only love of my life.