My heart is pounding. I feel heavy. Just two weeks ago, well not really two weeks ago, I was so happy being surrounded by people, whom I know, loves me no matter what. I felt so secured and happy. The love we showed for each other was overwhelming. But then, you can not just feel that way all year round, we also have to be alone so that we can appreciate the presence of these people. And that’s where I’m at right now. I’m so alone but not lonely because I know somewhere under the same sky, they are thinking of me and praying that I will be fine.